Sunday

These past 2 weeks have just flown. The times where I've gotten to sit down and catch my breath are the times I've either slept or prayed. C is up more during the day and then I hate to be sleeping in case he needs something. Last sunday it didnt bother me not goin to church, but today I miss my church family, the worship and the 'lift' I get from being around those faces I only see but once a week! I trust you had an awesome time of worship today and have been filled with the presence of the Holy Spirit!

C had a major bowel movement this morning. I mean talk about hitting places no poop should ever go. The tub team decided to change all his bandages. This my friends is a major process. It takes 7 team members to accomplish this feat! C usually tells me when he has to go but this morning he told me after he was already done. :( I always have to go out of the room when this takes place. Not that I want to see him writhing in pain, but I feel like I need to be there to comfort him. As all moms do! Anyhow I could hear him screaming from the waiting room, talk about yanking on my heart strings, I just wanted to rescue him and tell them to stop but he needed cleaned to minimize infection. *tears* He was heavily medicated and is now sleeping comfortably. I was a little perturbed yesterday morning at one of the nurses. ( and I dont care if she s reading this) She was saying that C has pathectic little crys when they do his diaper change and roll him from side to side. I wanted to smack her in the face and ask her how well she'd fair being in his shoes! But I refrained didnt want security taking me away from my little boy! I try to keep my distance from her. Ok no more negative things its wearing me out!

Marv and I just want to say Thank You again from the bottom of our undeserving hearts for everything everyone has been doing for us. We will never fully know the sacrafices people have been making on our behalf till we reach heaven doors. Our hugs go out to each one of you!
Amy